Fall

Fall is one of those times of the year that make me  appreciate gods creation even more. All the different Colors that stand out on a bright blue sky day. Fall reminds me of being a little kid and running around in the leaves with my brother. My mother used to pick us up and put us in the leave bags so that the leaves would squish down and thats way she could fit more in the bag. Every time she would do that, I remember my high pitched belly laugh would pour out of me. Those times were so happy and bright. These are the memories that I want to remember when I think of fall. Now, fall is full of memories that consent of treatment. The leaves changing their color and the cool air reminds me of the Rcc in Ohio. This week was the week I was admitted  into treatment at the Rcc last year. People don't understand that the memories are so triggering. That place changed my life forever, I don't regret going there. I just want the happy memories back.