Bad day

                      A bad day comes at least once a week right? My bad days usually consist of something happing in the morning to make me upset or stressed out, then it just starts spiralling down hill. A lot of people will say something to you like "its only a bad day if you make it one", but in that moment thats the last thing i wanna hear. just don't. 

    one thing that i need to be reminded about on my bad days is there is a reason. whats the reason for my car to break down on my way to my appointment, or whats the reason for my coffee to spill all over me this morning? i have no idea, but i can tell you this, God has a reason. there might not be specific answers for the all the things that made it a bad day, but there is always a over all reason. i think Gods overall reason for my bad day today was to get my attention. He wanted me to turn to him with the struggles i have been dealing with lately. the past couple days i have had that voice in the back of my head tell me multiple times, "pray about it, ask god to help you.", and for some reason i kept ignoring it. i told myself that i would figure it out and get through it, even though i knew that wasn't true.

      so although today sucked, i understood why, and i opened my palms and let god help me through it.